Wow! Okay. For those who have followed my Parakeets, I homed them to a new home and the follow ups she is sending me are great. They are very happy. I just couldn’t get to them enough to spend quality time because I have a zoo of dumped off animals that I cannot get help with, my own dogs, and work! Yikes! But hey, I am blessed that it gets my mind off of Anxiety for a bit. I am duking it out with Lucifer the dog (just kidding) I actually laugh at him, unless he is off the leash and chasing me. he is the Houdini of leash escapes. I HAVE been doing Yoga, meditation, and Prayer. Lots of those. And I still fight anxiety but this has been a somewhat better week off and on. The only hard part is the Empath road has been high. I sure hope all of you have been having a great week!
It has been a busy week for my art projects and orders are coming on. My daughter started promoting it and BAM! it is filling up so I have not had a chance to get on here. So, I just wanted to say how blessed I feel about that. On other things, raven the delightful Shepherd got out again when she found another great escape. I had to chase her down, get a leash on her and wait for my husband to run home and fix the damage. lol. Lucifer the dog from across the street is back at his antics and chasing all things including me. (I escaped) But sadly, the flowers in the edge of my garden did not go without his wrath of punishment. His owner offered to do something for the damage but I just laughed and told her it was fine as long as it is flowers and not my ankles. lol. And my cats are indeed aliens who love to catch me off guard and scratch or bite me when I least expect it. Aaaah. Life is back to normal here. hahahaha. I hope you all have a great evening/day wherever you are!
I wrote recently about the loss of my beloved little Buddy, the Pomeranian/Papillion mix. After 14 years his heart just finally gave out. It had been enlarged on one part for a bit. So, walking in the early morning, I saw him. Lucifer the Chihuahua. At first we stared off but I guess he sensed my sadness. So, instead of charging at me, he turned with his mom and looked back once before trying to kill a blade of grass and a dried up leaf. I just stood there for a moment. I realized even little old Lucifer can have compassion. even if just for a moment.
I had to go out today and work some in the yard. It didn’t last long because the heat was intense I was getting burnt within 30 minutes. But I DID see Lucifer. His mom was walking him. It was so hot that even Lucifer only chased after a flying dragonfly or something flying and then tried to take down a pebble. But, he just didn’t have his usual fiery self going. I yelled out to the neighbor to see if he was okay and he looked up and then starting going back to their home. She assured me he just doesn’t do heat very well. What? Something that gets to little Lucifer? lol. Well, at least I saw him. It has been a while. But we both took our over heated selves in and he is probably terrifying ice cubes in his house. He likes those she said. lol. Have a great night/day fellow bloggers!
I actually went to the Yoga room and did some Yoga to clear my mind a bit, relieve some anxiety and just to do SOMETHING to bring tranquility. I did some prayers, some meditation and I even did Tai Chi. You would think my body would be rock tight but no. I am not. Why? because once I am done hunger sets in and I am bored so I eat. Junk. Then I try to make up for it with fruit and veggies. But all in all at least I do have something to help. Or at least I think I do. My writing has been so scrambled here lately I think I need a trip to the Beach. Oh wait. they are closing most of them again. Do saltwater baths act like the Ocean? just kidding. lol
As I had mentioned in the blog I just posted I had been away a couple of days so I wanted to go for a walk and get some calm in. Just to be clear, I use my WordPress on a desktop, not my phone so I write when I am here. 🙂 Anyway, I went and was about a half of a block when I spot him. Lucifer. The Chihuahua from Hades. He spots me. His owner smiles. I smile. Lucifer and I make eye contact and it is on. hahahaha. He is straining on his leash trying to get at me. I guess he has missed me and the squirrels must have been boring or the birds or the trees or whatever. All of it is a reason for him to attack. But, this time his owner was able to contain him on a new leash as he spiraled to me in a full run, teeth bared and all. Thank you for the welcome home. hahahahah. Needless to say. I will just stick to Yoga and such today. 🙂
I have to say life is not boring around here. Between Anxiety, trying to stay relaxed and in shape, dealing with the Covid and just life in general, it does not get boring. I may get bored from trying to figure out what to do during my lockdown, I still have a crazy array of things going on. It is funny, scary, hurtful and so many things but I try my best to get through it all. 🙂 I mean, we have Lucifer the neighbor’s dog who at 3 or 4 pounds is the neighbor terror. Everything on this Earthly planet runs from that tiny mutton of meanness. People dump their cats at my house and one cat, female of course, has had five litters now. Ouch. Spats with others, feeling like I will never do good enough but only because I lost the self-power I had when I got anxiety. This post should sum up the Chaotic, crazy Beautiful life I have. Have a great night/day fellow bloggers & writers.
There is probably nothing is my house that has not been cleaned, Clorox wiped, (except me) re-arranged, decluttered, planted, washed or otherwise been done. So now I think I will go to my neighbors and offer to do any outside weeding, cleaning you know, whatever. But I can’t really because they have been as busy as me. On the up of the uppest side, with Yoga, work, exercise, Prayer, meditation, Yai Chi, watching what I eat I can NOW outrung the neighborhood Chihuahua, Lucifer. You knw, the one who terrorizes us and chases anything that moves including tiny pebbles blown by the wind. Even the leaves try to fall away from his direction. NOW though I can outrun the little 3 to 4 pound beast when he breaks off of his leash as he often does. Things may not be normal right now but I am having a good time with that little dog. He is quite ill with me right now actually. hahahahahaha. Hugs to all!
Well, I have decided maybe Lucifer is a bit strong for the neighborhood terror, the Chihuahua. So, TLT it is. Now that the weather is good, I may get to see him a bit more so he can bring some needed terror to keep things normal around here. Because you can always count on him to terrorize your day if you encounter him. You know, try to eat your ankles into shreds or terrorize people walking or other dogs, or humans, or flowers. Yes, he tore into the flowers by my mailbox as they tried to attack where they silently sat. But I guess TLT, aka, Lucifer, haha decided they were a real threat. Kudos to the owner when I found replacement flowers on my porch the next morning. And then, this afternoon he was attacking the grass around him as he walked with his master. I assume he thought it was giving him looks of threat. Yep. If I need some normal in the chaotic world, I can always depend on TLT (Lucifer) all what? 3 or 4 pounds of pure terror. haahaha. Hugs to you all! 🙂
Yes, we as a subdivision, live in fear of the Chihuahua you have heard me talk about before. Beloved Lucifer. (Just kidding. I cannot stand him and I LOVE animals, just not this one). He catches us off guard with his tiny self. Like, when it was raining so I walked without fear and my umbrella to check my mail. I mean, no one would come out in this weather with their dog plus most dogs hate the cold biting rain. I think anyway. Well. well. NOT Lucifer. I turn around and hear the dreaded snarling. I look and yes, there he is. Maybe furious his owner brought him out in her galoshes, raincoat and gear. Or maybe furious that he had to wear a dog raincoat. Either way he starts for me and breaks the leash from her hands. I am starting to think this may not be so accidental. Yes she is tiny but he is like 4 pounds. Come on. 4 pounds of Hell and fury but regardless. Soooo, here comes Lucifer and there I go. Running. To escape those tiny deadly fangs. I almost slip and he is gaining on me. BUT, Thank God, I make it to my door where his owner has not gotten to him and has control. Bless her heart. I cannot stand him but I guess I get a good lot of exercise with him around. soooo. lol. Life around Lucifer.