Doubt causes me so much anxiety. Because of that I try to keep doubts, fears and panic at bay. I am thankful and blessed I have Prayer, Yoga and Meditation to help keep me grounded. It works many times but there are times when I can do them all and still have to fight. But at least I can fight it and for that I am grateful. So, to my fellow endurers, do our best, try our hardest and get a smile in there with every success!
Sometimes it hits hard, sometimes this day comes up and I get through it with celebrating your life but not this year. Damn it has hit hard. I just keep telling myself to just get through the day. I keep praying for it to ease up on this depression and anxiety. I keep trying to focus on anything to make it easier. But above all, I just keep trying to get through this day. Not think about the car crash that took you and your three friends. The fire of when the car blew up. I am so glad you had already passed before that happened. That would have been the worst if it could get any worse. I love you. Always. Love, Mom.
Please remember those who are suffering the loss of a loved one or who have depression during this Holiday season. It is some of the roughest times ESPECIALLY if we lost around or during this time. It is when we need you a lot. Please call or text or just check in. It could make a world of difference in those who are suffering. Or maybe just need to feel like someone cares! Thanks so much and I hope all of you have a wonderful Thanksgiving or whatever Holiday you celebrate or just a great day! I know it is tomorrow but many may be busy.