I wish I could say I have overcome my anxiety and I am now just on a normal realm but I can’t. I wasn’t born with it and it came 5 years ago after so much in my life just came tumbling down. All the way back from childhood I had been strong, determined, and not in fear of anything and then Bam! Now I battle this monster almost daily but I struggle on and I enjoy life but it is always there waiting. Waiting to disrupt a good day or a calm evening. Anxiety sucks and I search for a cure and I know the cure is right inside my own mind but the journey is hard.
Yoga hates me. Of course I am kidding since I do Yoga and it is very beneficial BUT I think it is out to get me. I mean, the things I have to do to my body to get into Yoga positions are like, “Seriously”? Like my body was not made to contort like this. I just do it and of course fall half of the time but I do it. I jingle this way, I stretch, I do my enemy downward dog. Why is downward dog so hard for me? Well, Keep on hating me Yoga because I know inside you really love me or you would not torture my body into health. hahahaha. And I feel so good after. Yoga. A way of life. :)Have a great day/ night fellow bloggers wherever you are on this huge planet!
I am so tired of seeing monsters and people who do horrible things get away with it because of their money or in this case, The NFL’S desire to make billions at any cost. Bringing Michael Vick back after what he did was disgusting enough. But this Roger (I do not watch much football) whomever he is that brought him back) and now wants him honored is just as bad. People that have posted “Forgive” Good people make bad choices do not understand the mind of a monster.
This man did not just make bad choices like running a stop sign or beating up someone in anger. He KNEW what he was doing and he enjoyed it and didn’t care. Have these people seen the pictures of the tortured, strangled, beaten dead dogs? Did we all forget the photos of what torture these animals went through? Plus, look up dog fights. They use other innocent animals as bait. They say many people do it to make money because people love to see it . well they are monsters too. But Michael Vick? He didn’t NEED the money. He did it for pure pleasure. So, THAT to me is a man who KNEW exactly what he was doing and he enjoying torturing, killing, beating and savagely destroying these animals. That is me and that is what I think. I am not sorry if I offended people and I not sorry I spoke out! Sorry for the graphic pic but people should see and this was a very mild picture if that tells you anything!
Yes. It has happened. I just cannot seem to put into words what I like to write down. I have official writer’s block! I can think of some Poetry but my blogs? Blah. Help! lol
Sometimes beautiful sometimes harsh
A sought after jewel
So hard to find the real one.
It is happy, sad, chaotic calm.
It is hurt, pain reality check.
Love can be beautiful if you find the right one.
Love can be Hell if you choose the one not meant to be.
Life can be so challenging! But I am also blessed. I battle anxiety, panic and all of those kind of things, life as an Empath or Discerner and more. But I also use Yoga, Tai, Chi, meditation, prayer and more. So they really help me. Not only to calm myself but to deal with life issues. I have days where I think I will just lose it and go insane and I have days where it just all seems to fall into place and it is great! I know it is probably just the new normal but it sure can be hard. However, I am trying this year to have a more positive approach, release toxic people and let love come my way and share love as I should. Soooo, my thought for the day! have a great one fellow bloggers!
Have a great day!