last night was just full of tense moments and just a really odd day. Worries, concerns, angry family because it is beautiful to be able to get to know each other again but it can be hard at times when personalities clash. lol. But, I just went to the driveway, sat on the coolish air and practiced some Yoga. I was so tense when I started but after about 15 minutes, I was feeling so much better! I am glad to have these blessings of how to calm myself and try to keep positive thoughts going. I was much better and said a prayer of thanks. Hi to all of my fellow writers and bloggers! Have a great one.
I always think of you. That is just a given. But today, the Sun came out and I thought of your beautiful smile and your laughter that lit up a room. You were such a beautiful soul and you always made people happy. You loved life, you loved every. single. aspect. of it. You were the Sun on a rainy day and the World is a lonelier place without you. The only good thing is that you do not have to see what is going on and live with it. This virus would have scared you so much. But you are safe my sweet child and nothing can harm you anymore. Not a virus, not bullies and your memory shines on through it all. I love. you. always. Love, Mom.
So today I finished up what planting we could for our flower garden. I save my seeds each year from my marigolds and Zinnias and any I can save. I am debating on planting some veggies if I can. I am writing, painting, cleaning and what ever I can do for the anxiety. Yoga, prayers, meditation, etc. So, what are all of you doing? I would love to hear from you!
This is hard. Trying to not overthink, trying to avoid the toxic feelings and the pushing of others to come when you cannot. It is hard to hear the aggression of those angry because you feel it so strong. Drained mentally while trying to maintain a healthy mental strength. Looking to seek out those who want to be giving and caring in these times. I am struggling but still doing my best to keep my own mental health from breaking while trying to help others who are in panic. With anxiety myself that can be hard. But I am trying. Yoga, prayer, meditation and just trying to do the best I can. Hugs to my fellow writers and bloggers.
I am trying to be calm and smile at silly funny things and be positive amid all of the things going on. I am trying to find ways to bring Joy and still face reality. But so far, no Corona as far as I know at least. I go to my bathroom and do Yoga, I pray, and I am trying to calm my very active Anxiety. God be with us all and I am thankful for everything to help in these trying times and scary times. The upside? We are clearing our air a bit. Go out and breathe some in and get a shot of Sun if you can. Our Country is trying to unite for the most part. Small but beautiful blessings.
It is hard enough being an Empath/ discerner who lives a different life from others so your senses are a lot keener. But especially now, along with having anxiety, I am going to have to let go toxic people and emotional vampires. I cannot deal with the constant comments that it is always me causing issues and I am just causing problems and I am just this and that while I am talked about and toxic people make me their dart board. Right now I am trying to focus my mind on anything positive and happy I can. Whether it be a flower that isn’t even supposed to be blooming yet, the normal of the Psych neighborhood dog or just smiles. Beautiful radiant smiles. But I have been pushed around and still tried to make peace and one person gets another and then another gets mad. I am not a stomping ground so sadly, when we should all be united, I am finding myself having to even distance from afar which I was already trying to do physically. But I have to kick in my survival instincts. Sorry so bum but I had to get it out. Hugs to all of you!
It is hard for us because we see life so differently but we have to stay strong. I am trying to guide my thoughts and my awareness to anything I can to take away the deep side of what we live in. A world of seeing things others do not. BUT, we can do it! We can find ways to divert this to something positive so we can our focus off of the other side. So, I hope all of you can find some way to hang on and we can all hang on together and encourage one another and let those kind hearts we have just look at the Sun right now and you know what I mean by that if you are an Empath. Let’s find some light to guide our way. Hugs!