I saw your Cross last night…..

I was on my way home and it was pouring down rain. I always look for your Cross on the roadside. The day you left us. The day my life changed forever. I don’t know why I have never taken a picture. I know I have stopped there a few times. I have to be careful. It is a dangerous spot where you and your three friends were killed. Then. There it was. The reflectors lit it up and I just remembered that night again. I always remember but especially when I see the Cross. I know what everyone say’s but regardless, it doesn’t make the pain any less. Especially when I see that Cross. I wanted to stop but I couldn’t. I cried as i tried to stop so I could see on the rainy road but sometimes what we want and what we can do are not the same. I miss your smile. I miss everything about you. I love. you. Always. Love, Mom.

In Memory of Sara Nicolle

Author: artista10

Living Life. Where Life is real and where I share it.

13 thoughts on “I saw your Cross last night…..”

  1. This was heartbreaking to read, but at the same time I admire your courage and I feel honored that you share this with us. I wish I could say or do something to ease your pain, but some times words are just not enough😒 All I can send you is a virtual hug and a lot of positive energy.

  2. It is so strange to travel past that place as often as we do. Sometimes, it is hard to find and other times… it is clearly seen but I haven’t stopped since I stopped with you last, I think. It is a dangerous spot. Our precious, Nikki… I miss how she made me laugh most of all. Today, that is what I miss the most.

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