Well the house is spotless, the garden has been planted, the cars have been washed and etc. etc. and I now starting on all of the neighbors….. And Lucifer aka TLT is still chasing me but I have lost enough weight I can out run him! Take that tiny little terror! hahahahahaha……..

There is probably nothing is my house that has not been cleaned, Clorox wiped, (except me) re-arranged, decluttered, planted, washed or otherwise been done. So now I think I will go to my neighbors and offer to do any outside weeding, cleaning you know, whatever. But I can’t really because they have been as busy as me. On the up of the uppest side, with Yoga, work, exercise, Prayer, meditation, Yai Chi, watching what I eat I can NOW outrung the neighborhood Chihuahua, Lucifer. You knw, the one who terrorizes us and chases anything that moves including tiny pebbles blown by the wind. Even the leaves try to fall away from his direction. NOW though I can outrun the little 3 to 4 pound beast when he breaks off of his leash as he often does. Things may not be normal right now but I am having a good time with that little dog. He is quite ill with me right now actually. hahahahahaha. Hugs to all!

Walking through.. Day by Day…….

I am learning so much being at home and learning how to try and cope with all of this. I am learning how much I love Prayer, Yoga, meditation, quiet time. I am learning to enjoy the beauty of Nature again. I am learning to take a moment to just be still and feel the sun on my face. To be able to enjoy the things I had taken for granted. I am picking up my camera more, painting again and I am writing. I am trying to quell anxiety but yet take from all of this that I do not have to worry constantly or over think every single little thing. I am best of all learning to live again.

It is okay to cry…laugh…be scared… and still enjoy the day…..what I am learning..

I don’t know about any of you but I have caught all of these emotions. Sometimes all in a week or less. I do get scared, I have anxiety. so yeah. And I have times I cry because I am sad over losing some that I love so much. I laugh and at the same time I get nervous about all that is going on but I am learning to “seize” the day. I can be okay and still have moments of anxiety or fear. I can laugh and enjoy the beauty of the things I am blessed with. I can have, in essence, humanity and feelings because I am human. even if they are a bunched up bag of them. 🙂

Trying really hard to be happy, blessed and feel good but man, this Anxiety is tough…..

As I said in my last post, enjoying good weather, beautiful nights and counting my blessings. But this Anxiety kicks in and I swear it has my head swimming. It is such a battle sometimes and I just do not know why I cannot knock it some days. It is just like trying to keep me down when I am trying even harder to stay lifted up. I hope it is easier for all of you. Hugs!

Yesterday was a wonderful breezy day, followed by a beautiful starry night…..

I just took it all in. I enjoyed the wonderful weather during the day even though Pollen was tough and then I gazed up at the most beautiful sky that was filled with stars and I thought of all of my blessings. I hope you all are safe and getting some beauty from the stress of the situation!

I wish upon a Star tonight….

I just pray and wish this Virus could go away. I wish we could all learn from this and I hope we do. I wish that we all learn more about helping the lonely who are always isolated because they have no one, for those who are living with anxious minds I wish that we could all learn how to understand how hard that is. I know. I live it. I wish that somehow, we will all unite together and learn what love is again. I wish upon a star that we, from now on, will enjoy the fresh air, the beauty of the oceans, the joy of laughter and that we can all learn from this Virus how very blessed we have really been.

I am using Yoga, Exercise, Prayer, Meditation and more to try and help my Anxiety & the ever present Empath/ Discerner Life………

Well. I am just using it all. Anxiety has peaked some days and I find my insides shaking. I also have been bogged with the Empath/Discerner days that really have put me on edge. Soooo, I use Yoga, walks, planks (yes they do work) prayer, meditation and all of it combined to try and make the pressure of this current a bit easier. Anytime with Anxiety is a hard time but as we know, certain things help to make it harder. So, I am using the gifts allotted to all of us to my advantage. Do I still have tense days? YES! But whatever can make it ease it up I am soooo willing. I hope you are finding ways of coping and if you know of someone who needs to be lifted up, please do it or send them here or whatever we can do to help each other! Have a great/evening wherever you are! Hugs!

If I missed comments, I sure never meant to!….. Just found some I never knew were on here…

Unless you directly reply to the person, other comments are not seen? I never ever knew that so if you have commented and I did not respond, sadly, I did not see it. Ouch! So sorry! I try and answer every single post! Good day/evening to you all!