I often find that I am betrayed over and over. People I trust smile in my face but are talking about me behind my back. They agree with me and then they agree with the person who is doing wrong or using me. As an Empath, I am not stupid but I just and on the other hand I guess it is just common sense. I am loyal to a fault. I guess I should realize that loyalty and backing someone up and being a real person to them just does not exist anymore. People just constantly stab me in the back and then I forgive and forgive and keep staying loyal. It is a trait I value although it comes at the cost of the pain when I am betrayed. Once again. Maybe there are others like me and I know there are here but in my life, not so many in person. It kind of sucks.