Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of my fellow writers!

I hope you have a beautiful day! “The reason for the season” is here! 🙂

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A beautiful Mind, Heart & Soul

To my oldest daughter Nikki.

God gave you a beautiful mind, heart & soul for this world. You were going to need it given your “unique” issues. So you used all of your beauty to in those three to laugh when laughed at, to cry and then go on because life was to too beautiful to miss a beat. You made friends out of those who were actual enemies because, as they said, who could not like someone who smiled no matter what you did. You made everything better because you always found humor in most any situation. You left this world and took with it your beautiful, mind, heart & soul. But your memory can never be taken. I love you. Always. Love, Mom.

If you don’t understand at least show you love them..

We ALL go through bumps in the road, chaos, and so many things and for some of us it is a little different. We have lost children, suffer from anxiety or other things that cannot be seen like a physical illness but that is when I have been shunned the most. How many TIMES do I have to say, YOU do not understand and I am not asking you to but PLEASE over look the times I freak out or I am going through depression and be there as opposed to writing me off because I should not have “acted” that way and you cannot take it anymore.
Along with my issues, I am also the first one to jump when someone needs help or is hurting or needs a friend. I wish sometimes I had people who say they love me who would do the same for me but I have been just cast out of the “group” because I am too overly emotional and it is affecting their happiness. So sad because when they need me, they find a reason to come running back. I do not fit in anymore but it really showed me the difference in my loyalty and theirs. I would still be there if they called and said they needed me.

It seems like on Happy people are accepted……

It seems like only the “happy” people are liked and accepted these days? Have we become like robots? Do NOT show emotion. that means drama and our lives can only have drama in our little circle we choose. People show not get upset, have a bad day, have an illness or you can as long it shows how much they help for kudos until they bore of it. Or illnesses you cannot see, God forbid you have one of those. NOT ALLOWED!
It just seems like in this day and time or maybe I am around too many perfect people who never make mistakes. But my encounters have been never ever have an issue, need someone, etc. We ALL have good and bad days but it is almost like we should just be smiling robots. IF the re are still, real, humans who do not get mad when you just need compassion, please let me know where they are.