I thought of you as I walked on the beach,
Listening to the sounds of a wild ocean,
As waves rolled onto the sand, I waited for you to walk up
But I knew it was a dream and you were not here.
I went to the place where we put you to rest
But for me, it was empty and useless.
If I thought you would answer or I thought you might be here in spirit.
Maybe then I would come more often but you aren’t her and you won’t be.
I look at your photos and I wish I could go back and change so many things but I know better……
I cannot change all of my mistakes but I can use them to change what I should done differently before so long ago.